I hate this feeling. Why am I questioning my chosen profession? Why do I feel so tired already. Why do I feel so unhappy with what I’m doing. I’m confused. I really am. God help me. Enlighten me.
So I had the courage to PM ( personal message, duh ) him on facebook cause I can’t take it anymore. I wanted to talk to him so bad. I felt guilty for being a bitch to him last week! Now, he’s being a bitch too by not trying to keep the conversation going. Ugh. I hate it when I feel like a certain person doesn’t want to talk to me. :(
I’m disappointed at the same time cause he’s not like that before. I mean, come on! I know we had something.. I guess..
I’m somehow relieved knowing that my mom actually does understand my situation right now. She knows that I’m no good at handling pressure that’s why during our little convo a while ago, she told me that I just need to do what’s best and what’s right and it’s okay for me to take up the boards at March! Wew. I love my mom. Hihi.